Leveled
OK, I’m losing it.
Mr. Boyfriend and I were to do a radio program together. There is apparently a training this evening for the thing. He emailed me and asked me to let him do it alone. It was his idea. He’ll find someone else to do this with. He wants to have fun with it.
For some reason this leveled me. I’m like, getting ready to go to work and I’m sobbing. I have to stop and I can’t.
He hates me. Or doesn’t feel anything for me, rather. He says I cheated on him. I didn’t. I know that’s nuts. I know I have to walk away BECAUSE that’s nuts and has very little to do with me.
But I trusted this guy. You all watched me give him my heart. How do I take it back? I want it back. I don’t want to go through this again.
Mr. Boyfriend and I were to do a radio program together. There is apparently a training this evening for the thing. He emailed me and asked me to let him do it alone. It was his idea. He’ll find someone else to do this with. He wants to have fun with it.
For some reason this leveled me. I’m like, getting ready to go to work and I’m sobbing. I have to stop and I can’t.
He hates me. Or doesn’t feel anything for me, rather. He says I cheated on him. I didn’t. I know that’s nuts. I know I have to walk away BECAUSE that’s nuts and has very little to do with me.
But I trusted this guy. You all watched me give him my heart. How do I take it back? I want it back. I don’t want to go through this again.
posted by New Day | 12:38 PM
1 Comments:
Heya CB, tough day!!
I've had plenty of those myself so I can fully empathize.
I think what you're doing is great, though - writing it out.
I hope your week gets better. I'll save some good Super-Happy thoughts just for you!!
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